baby are you a post cause I like you
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Harry Potter as a teen comedy…
Now that was brilliant.
dead.
That’s what I got from Film Six…
I love you
You told me several months ago, that you’d always be there for me. That you would wait for me, and keep trying no matter what. You said I’d always have a special place in your heart. And now… Look at you. You talk to me without realizing how much it hurts me to see you, to talk to you… To hear your name being mentioned. You loved me. And I knew it. I realized I loved you and we had less than 48 hours… I had less than 48 hours of the happiest moments of my life. And then you broke my heart.
So I’m just here, because I can’t post this on Facebook. I’m on here cause no one reads what I post. I’m here cause I really don’t exist anymore.
I break down every night. Crying, wanting to rip my hair, and my heart out. I talk to you and fake how happy I am for you because I know you’re happy with her right now. I’m sorry I couldn’t be there for you the night you ran away…
But I’m sorry that you aren’t there for me when I need you most.
I realized that no matter what you said, it’s all just a lie. That you didn’t love me, because love doesn’t just fade in one month. It doesn’t disappear like that.
The scars on my wrist happened after I met you. These tears happened after I fell in love with you. And my depression was worsened because you left me.
You said you’d run away with me if I ran away. I know that if I started running, you’d stand there holding HER HAND, whispering in her ear, talking to her. You would never run after me. You never tried. You never cared.
But I’ll always love you. I’ll always be here for you.
You’re the only reason I won’t kill myself.
